My junior year in high school the year of 2004 I woke up in the morning with so much anxiety and just fear I went down stairs just crying. I literally felt like I was going crazy. My mom tried calming me down. I sent her to get something for me out of my car. When she walked out. I went to my kitchen and grabbed a bottle of pills and I remember just looking at a handful of pills in one hand and holding a glass of water in the other, hearing a voice in my head saying “just do it!, if you do, all your troubles will go away” so I swallowed all the pills. Next thing I knew I was in the ambulance being rushed to the hospital for what I did. I praise God that I did not die that day. If I did, I know I would be in burning in hell regretting that day. Praise Jesus for His mercy and grace.
To read and/or listen to the sad George Sodini story of multiple homicides and his own suicide, click the video link at the Rick Knapp Gets The Skull and Crossbones Award. (Knapp was a former pastor of Sodini's who taught him that even a mass murderer who was once saved will go to heaven.)